Well my life has went to shit. First, my GF dumped me the day before our one year anniversary, I'm not sure she noticed that part. She seemed really happy just to throw my love and friendship away. Actually thought it was funny how hurt I was, yes she laughed. The bad thing is is that our anniversary was April first, and I'm still devastated, and its getting worse.

Second, things are looking up logistically. Tomorrow, Sunrise Honda is going to call giving me the details of the job they want to do, a job that i will potentially be making about 30,000+, and by + I mean possibly 100K+ by the end of next year, that 2y degree is really kicking in. I'm so glad i stuck with it for that 5 years. Really, I could give a shit about the money but the job will let me bury myself in work, forgetting the fact that I have no one in my life. My close friends I only get to see about once a month, I only see mom for 5 minutes a day if that and she usually bitches at me about something I have no time to tackle, nor can I really concentrate on anything outside of work. I never thought I would be happier at a dead end job then i would be that night in bed.

I guess the bottom line is, I just spent an entire year pouring my heart and soul into something and in the end i literally got nothing out of it, probably lost a lot actually. It may be interesting to see what a year of pouring myself in to work will gain, even if the spoils of that work will not make me happy.